I just left a very abusive relationship and a horrible friendship. My "best friend" has bailed on me for several months while hanging out with other people DAILY. the nail in the coffin was when she became friends with a girl who made my life hell for 2 years. She didn't give a fuck and told me my issues are my own. Ok bye bitch. Then my abusive bf lost it on me this weekend. All I did was tell him to talk about other things besides sex and he ignored me for 2 days and then lost it on me on the third. Fuck both of those shit heads. I don't deserve any of this. I'm a bit proud of myself for cutting off both of them but I'm angry at myself for always giving chances to scum. My ex best friend was homeless when I met her and my ex bf was an ex convict. 2 big red flags a person can have but I still let both of them into my life. I deserved how poorly they treated me.