introduced two of my closest friends together and we became an inseparable trio, but they got closer cuz they share hobbies and likes. ive always known i was more of a loner and i like silence and i definitely need my own space, but ive always believed a person needs a few close people by and those two were (technically still are) my ride or die. i find it hard to talk about stuff, sharing things about ones self is hard if you've never done it, right? i confronted my two friends about it before, but it was probably my immatureness back then, i caused a big scene and messed everything up, but we got back up slowly since then. now, from my pov they're still my best friends and they mean the world to me, and are one of the few peeps i talk to, but these days they hang out without me often, i don't even get invites to roblox games they play for hours. and they match profiles, bios and stuff.. im feeling left out from all of this, but speaking up is hard when it didn't work out in the past