I got a job interview tomorrow where my sister works. It's a really easy place and they barely follow regulations so I know it's not that serious. My sister has reassured me that people have done the worst mistakes ever and still not been fired. I'm just so anxious! Not a normal level of nervousness for a job interview but rather I'm genuinely scared. My heart starts pounding and I get a horribly sick feeling in my stomach. I quit two part time jobs due to the panic attacks and depression it caused. I'm trying hard to go to counseling and get better but it's nothing something I can fix overnight. It's one of these moments where I have to do it terrified. I'm usually so used to running from the things I'm scared of but my anxiety has become debilitating recently. I need to learn that doing new things is hard but okay. I also need to learn that it's normal to make mistakes and get in trouble. But sometimes my body feels like it's going to war just from normal existing. i need help