she reached out to me a month ago to meet up after two years of no contact. I agreed. now I'm reaching out to her, maybe as a sign of desperation. I feel lonely, incredibly lonely and she can probably sense that. I'm making a fool of myself asking her to meet up. if she were to ask me what's the reason, should I just say I wanted to say goodbye? the only thing I can think about is how to save face and how embarrassed I am for turning to her for help when we're almost strangers. how should I play it off?
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