i wish i was never born, i wish my mom never bought me into this world so i wouldnt be such a burden to her like she says so. i have nothing and no one to live for anymore and i just dont see the purpose of being here anymore. no one is on my side, everyone hates me. the ones who are supposed to love me most love me least, but everytime i pick up that cutter i just cant do it, and the feeling of not being able to release my emotions, even if it means hurting myself kills me mentally. i dont wanna live anymore but i cant bring myself to die either.
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