No way... This is 8 days clean. God I'm so happy, I used to need this and now I can finally be the kid I was meant to be. I was practically an adult before 10, but now I can experience childhood and my teenager years like most kids get to. I know Ill never kms now, I'm sure of it. I love myself, crazy and all. I might be physcotic but that doesn't quite matter, I can function. It does suck that I might never get to ask for an autism or adhd/add diagnosis, but at least I'm healing. I can't believe I'm doing this all alone. Its sad I'll never get the relationship with my parents my siblings got, but I don't need them now, why would I need them later?
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