I hate being laughed at. I slowly lost a friend of 4 years because of it, and I don't have that many friends. She laughed at me once and I decided to let it go, she continued to do it up until that point where I shared to her I had a chance of dying after a visit to the hospital, and she laughed at me. I resent her so much but I had to push it aside because she was my only friend and I was struggling. We don't go to the same school anymore and that limited us to seeing each other. She doesn't get my hints that I don't want to see her and she keeps forcing it on me. Still, I get irritated about all of this.