Is it selfish if I don’t want to clean and take care of my brother every day bc im depressed.it’s not like my family has a choice my mum has to work really hard so her job is like morning till night sometimes midnight.so I have to did this stuff and she expects me too keep the house clean all the time and everything and I don’t bc I js can’t.there is no point in even struggling this much bc soon it’s js going to be a forgotten nightmare,a failure.I moved as an immigrant and it’s been 4 years since this has been going on my life is shit were poor sometimes, sometimes we have enough money to get by,and I know I have to go back to my own country if we are not able to extend our stay and my life will be even more shit if that happens I’d rather die.the future looks so bad that I want to kms js thinking abt it I don’t have any friends and my home country is the worst.i don’t even want to try studying bc I don’t care abt my future anymore it’s so hard to keep going.I can’t even clean