!!!TW SH!!! I've started cutting my self more, I like the feeling of it, its hard to hide because im fucking stupid and cut on my wrists which is like THE worst spot to cut on ( for me at lest) because I sweat easily and it STINKS it smells like onions and I fucking hate it, but anyways, I found an old pocket knife and cut myself with that, I have cut on my thighs and wrists. I do it because I like the feeling of it, I like the way I wince when doing it, I have scissors in my room and might cut myself later on my thighs, but like... idk, but I needed to get it out because it's my first time cutting and it FEELS SO FUCKING GOOD AND NICE theheheh