ive just been so annoying lately it feels as if i force people to respond to me. i always get si jealous when my friends have people that respond in minutes and i know it's selfish but why them and not me? am i that unlikable that i have to be the one to wait and wait for people that never come? and even when they do come, they come half-heartedly. i always understand any circumstance but every time i talk they never have the energy to even shoot me a reply or understand what im talking about because it doesnt concern them. they only text me when they ened something, which is isnt often. so it gets kinda hard not having anyone to actually talk to as if i am their friend