I feel like I’m going crazy, I don’t think I’m gonna make it to 30. My mental state is dying and now I want to just kill my self off. I’m never gonna get married, I’ll never have my own shit, my own friends just left me, I’m not pretty. Why can’t I have a life like everyone else??? Why am I getting the hardest battle being my whacked out brain and just getting small accomplishments here and there. I’m 22 year old facially challenged woman who got cheated on after thinking id finally get married, I still live with my mother and just go to some community college. I don’t anymore about being smart anymore I just wanna go to sleep and stay asleep nobody would care anyway
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