this is probably really nasty but i have severe depression which makes it hard for me to take care of myself. That being said when i get my period (I don't use tampons but I probably should) I don't always change my pads when i should especially at school because i have so many classes and social anxiety and hate to ask for a pass (for the bathroom). so the other day it was day 2 which all the girls out there know is the worst day. I didn't change it at all at school. i bled through my favorite jeans and nobody told me. I only found out when i got home. Granted, I don't have friends but i feel like its girl code to tell a girl when shes bled through her pants no? Anyways my mom called me lazy and irresponsible and told me that i need to take better care of myself and i just sat there trying not to cry because shes not wrong. I'm disgusting. she told me herself. It's just so hard and I feel like a failure. And I''m constantly tired and i just cant. I know I'm not making it past 16.