Idk how to start this so im just gonna roll with it. I need to talk to someone in order not to kill myself. My fiance gets upset or frustrated with me almost everyday and calls me a bad father, a bad partner and a bad person in general. I feel like she hates me. I am the only one working in the house, sometimes 16 hours a day to struggle to pay bills. My 2 year old daughter is my everything. But she wants nothing to do with me right now. She slaps and punches me, pushes me away, and generally doesnt want her around. Its not her fault but that doesnt mean it hurts any less. I only have friends at work, but I cant dump on them. I am detached when I get home which causes more stress with my relationships. I dont see my family as much as I see hers, and all I have to hear about is how depressed they all are and how im not doing enough for my fiance and my daughter, about how I need to do more. Im decaying from the inside out and its hard wearing a mask ive built up over 15 years.