H, i miss you. we went through so much- I went though so much with you. when you pretty much dropped me for a girl who was transphobic go me and tried to bully me, when i couldn't have a serious conversation with you bc you were on god knows what soph yr. i miss you, i wanna hold you. Im in love with you. my stunning, amazing H. I know we're just friends and you have a boyfriend but fuck man i love you. And Z, im sorry but i love her. i would be so much better for her than you. or fuck, why not both of you. i'm so fucked up