i think my brothers sucidal. look- he wasnt always nice to me growing up. my parents had him extremely young, and they werent good parents until a few years of having him (10? Idk) but he has trauma now with my parents, they changed and are very good parents and they know and regret what they did. but now, he has undiagnosed bipolar disorder, and depression. i know its bad to self diagnose, but i know deep down he has both of those. he’s getting an ultrasound a few hours away because hes been sick for weeks (not saying what srry). So atleast hes agreeing to help himself but still, he doesnt want to do anything. He doesnt wanna work and do many other things with his life. He was somewhere all day, (we dont ask where hes going) and he came home in a bad mood, my mom asked “how was your day honey?” And he replied “good, i just really dont wanna be home.”. Im confused, because he doesnt wanna be home yet he doesnt wanna do anything. im js worried idk.