A vent/letter to X_____ that he's never going to read. I love you so much. I could hug you, kiss you, and talk to you all day, honestly. i'm just scared. we've been together for months, since the end of May, yet I feel just as scared to tell you just how much I love you as I did a week into our relationship because it makes me feel like a creep. I could genuinely write paragraphs and paragraph about everything that makes you special to me, but would that push you away? Would you be grossed out? I mean, you and I talk all day about our F/Os (fictional partners, for anyone who's curious) and say freaky stuff abut them and it's funny... but if I said that about you would you be grossed out? I'm going to cringe at this but, I'd genuinely just want to cuddle and make out all day and it makes me feel gross even though I'd love it if you said that to me. it doesn't make sense to me. I wish I had more confidence but i don't want to lose you for something stupid like that. --Love, A____