I don't feel human every time I try I fail. Everyday I am the old ghost that desperately wants to be revived again. I learned how to minic one, but it's sloppy. Somedays I perfect it correct, most days I don't it's a failure. I can't react in an emotional setting when someone needs me too me. I cannot be helpful when I am loud and obnoxious. I cannot be intelligent as I fail to be punctual and awake. I only talk about I and when I want to learn about others they don't speak. They are a wall most of the times and I can't break into their human side. I envy all that can be their age, I envy those who can love a person and not obsess, I envy those who are human.
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