why does it hurt? why does it hurt so fucking much? why is it that the only thing i wanna do is kms? why is it that im too scared too? why am i like this? why doesn't anyone care? why am i too scared to ask for help? why do i cut myself so fucking often? why am i clean for 1 day and then do it 42 times the next? pls. i js want it to stop. PLEASE! why do i pray to god that he is real so he can fix me? why do all my friends hate me? why do i follow my friends instead of being part of them? why cant i do anything? why am i so fucking stupid? i need help.. please? why is the floor so fucking cold? why dont the pills work? why cant i stab myself? WHY?
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