I hate when family just want to shush you away. They don't understand the amount of bull crap that I've been through since living in the area we live in. They don't comprehend the hell through in one place. And I had a bully there , one of multple during being there, that made my life hell. And they had a buddy that double teamed me. And people wonder why I have anxiety and have difficulty with being in public. People are awful these days. Online videos of unruly customers and other crap prove that. My fam just want to drown everything out of daily life while leaving responsibilities to me. Sure one of them can't hardly get around, which is understandable, but at the same time you hardly get them pried away from stuff to talk to them. Ofc I'm not going to put my life story here as it's just a release valve as the site puts it. Idk I have so much inside people don't have a clue. At the same time other relatives don't speak or rarely. I hate that because people are such snobs wher I live