I keep on messing up. It's non stop. I just thought I found someone I love but it turns out I was wrong. The person has told me they still love me but they don't want to keep talking to me because they won't be able to talk to me after we leave the place we are at. I said I understood and I do. But it still hurts. I still see them everyday and I can't talk to them even though I want to. I want to cry about it but I just keep on holding it in. I don't know what to do. I don't think I can trust anyone again. What if I do trust someone else and it happens again? Am I just not meant to have someone? What is my purpose. This happens with everyone I come across. They just get sick of me. It happens with family, friends, strangers, and lovers. EVERY SINGLE TIME... Why can't I just do something right? Why do I have to be like this? Why can't I be normal? Signed- Someone who wants to give up.