My boyfriend told me last night that he's seriously considering leaving me following my suicide attempt in March. He's been spending more and more time with one of his employees. She's left the job and is about to go to law school and today they are getting boba and hanging out my the ocean. He's told me she's a lot like me. He's been out all day. He says he wants to fight for our relationship but it feels like he's having an emotional affair already. She's only 19. We've been together for almost seven years. Fuck my entire life. Whenever he comes home I think I'll have a hard time believing he didn't do anything with her.