Genuinely i’m an attention seeker, cuz what do you mean that i’m willing to hurt myself just so people can pay attention at me and make sure that i feel okay and loved??? i’m willing to twist my ankle, create bruises on my skin, falling on concrete on purpose just for what??? for them to say “i’ll be here for you” i’m genuinely going insane and i feel so pathetic that i keep doing this just so people look at me and do special treatments