Despite my anger, I regret the way it ended. 15 years is a long time to be friends with somebody and despite my anger, I wish it hadn't ended the way it did, let alone ended at all. The truth of the matter, though, is that we were just no longer compatible. It's an indisputable fact of life, people change for both better and worse. Despite my anger and harsh last words, despite what you may think about me "exploiting" your kindness, I wish for and hope that life in the future is not as harsh as it once was for you. I hope you manage to find new friends that are better suited to your needs as I have. For better and for worse, I will treasure and hold onto those early friendship memories with all my heart from when we were young and all that mattered were late night Skype calls and video games. Despite my anger, a part of me will always remember and miss you. You will probably never see this message but I hope my feelings still somehow reach you - not an apology, moreso a final farewell