I feel like I've constantly been disrespected and made fun of BULLIED even growing up. Like people often made me the target because I let them and I'm so over it. I feel like I've hit a place where I feel confident, but still the thought of running into those people again makes me sick. I never wanna have to go through that again. Maybe others can relate to the feeling of everybody around you having some sort of social "upper hand" over you that you feel invisible and powerless. I just wanna be confident in the fact that that's over with, but still. People can be so mean.