I’m angry and sad and they’re mixing and it’s not fun. I don’t do well with plan changes, and my plans have changed in a way thatve made me need to state my boundaries, which for SOME damn reason makes people feel hurt, and so I’m stuck dealing with both my own emotional turmoil and managing somebody else’s. Then to top it all off people keep pissing me off with just little things that I know shouldn’t bother but, but I’m so fuckingggg UGH. Tonight is going to suck. I don’t wanna hang out with extended family, but I’m going to, which means getting misgendered, and honestly I could cope with THAT(I’ve been doing it for 7 damn years after all), what I can’t cope with is the fact that my mom told me to come hungry, yet when I asked what food there would be she said brisket. I fucking hate brisket, and so obviously I’m going to eat beforehand, but I’m gonna have to choke down at least a little bit of it to appease my family.