I need diagnoses. Both physical and mental. I'm already on painkillers and antidepressants, and it feels like neither of those are working. I'm pretty sure I'm neurodivergent in some way. I'm harming myself because of this. Relapsed. Mostly because of the mental part. I need constant reassurance and although my friends value me very much and would listen to my woes, I don't want to burden them. Fml.