listen. for the people reading this, love you so much and you can do this better. (bad english, not good native speaker) so i’m currently 12. female. i genuinely grow in a bad house, father manipulator, and my mom she’s only there for me. every time i look at old baby picture and ask myself, “baba, why was it this hard to be there for me?” and he always looked at other woman like 18- and 18+ girls. for years ive felt like i wanted to kill myself but i can’t do anything because, what about grandspa? and ..grandmother that dead? my baba always insults my dead grandmother i never got to see, he’s like: “ananı sikim” also known, “f**** your mom” to my mama, and then my dad always says sorry after it and says he won’t do it again but he always does. if i suicide, my baba maybe won’t be sad, but i think about my mama and family from my moms side that i can trust, and those are the people that keeps me alive. if you want contact me, - “tiredly.sick0@.com and sorry for bad english bye.