idk i just feel overwhelmed with everything lately. my family has been getting on my nerves so much and i constantly feel left out or like nobody really listens to me. my sister can be so rude to me sometimes and i feel like i do a lot for her but i dont always get the same energy back. i also feel kinda lonely which makes things worse because i dont really have that many people i can just talk to whenever i want. idk i just wish i could have a period where everything felt normal and i could actually enjoy myself without overthinking about family, friends, school, my future or literally everything at once.