Ok.. so.. first time doing this, but I just can’t do this anymore. I told my parents about my sh and stuff, and all that, and I can’t sleep. It’s just a habit, and instead of helping me my mom js told me “oh this is wrong” and “No ___ stays up this late!” (It was 1am).. …I’m sorry? No ___ (censored for privacy reasons, ironic, ain’t it?) stays up this late? OH. if only you fucking knew. I JUST CANT DO THIS. I CANT. IT HURTS. IT FEELS LIKE THEIR CAGING ME, NOT HELPING ME. and my mom is so weird. She meows for my attention, she says “da dan!” While appearing like IM 6. HUH?? STOP. ITS WEIRD. IVE TOLD HER MULTIPLE TIMES TO STOP BUT SHE SAYS “oh but I thought you liked it” NO?? AND SHE ALSO SAYS “you’re so mature for your age!” THATS NOT A FUCKING COMPLIMENT BELIEVE IT OR NOT. SHOCKING I KNOW. THIS IS WHY I WANT HER TO LEAVE ME ALONE. THIS IS WHY IM RUDE TO HER. I FEEL HORRIBLE BUT I JUST CANT STAND HER. When I was younger she also called me a mistake for breaking a device. just stop.