bro i actually feel like such a horrible person, i can't even take care of myself or be happy, i just want to be happy bro oh my gosh. i haven't showered for nearly 2 weeks and i cant even change clothes properly, like i just repeat the same outfits and what i wear, i'm so fucking exhausted, my hairs a mess, my lifes a mess my mental health is a mess.....do you guys think i'll make it? like...make it to 18 yrs old? i hope so...but i also don't hope so...i js wanna be gone oh my gosh..