Why does everything I ever do not feel like enough? I try so hard to be friends with people and I always feel like no matter what I do I'm still not enough to matter much in their eyes. People say that I just need to wait for the right person but every relationship I've had has felt this way. Am I the problem? I don't know anymore. I just want to have a friendship where we feel equal, but it seems like the only way I could have that is if I'm in a romantic relationship. I just want a friend that won't grow bored of me or find someone else to replace me. Sometimes I feel like a little animal trying to gain someone's time and affection. All i want is someone to think of me, or to go out of their way to see me instead of just me making all the effort. Sorry if this doesn't make sense for whoever is reading, I just feel like I'm losing my mind.