Wow. I never would have thought it would come to this, having to search for somewhere to vent and get all my thoughts out but here I am. I don't really know how to start this but recently I've been very sad and angry at the world, people, myself and more. I recently talked to this boy for a very long time and yet we stopped talking about a month ago and he has moved on and let go at least I think and I'm still hungry up on him and how gentle he was with me until he wasn't. It wasn't that he did anything to physically hurt me but he moved on and left before I could even lose feelings and he was so kind and understanding. side note My dad wasn't the best growing up but he tried twards the end of his life he was sober and even had a girlfriend and my mom and him split when I was two or so because he was into some bad stuff but how he died is even worse. The cops told us he died from a sh situation but my family swears he was murd3rd. And with how tall he was it makes a lot of sense.