im having suicidal thoughts again. thoughts about hurting myself. i hate myself so much. but i cant bear to imagine my boyfriend alone. when i have these thoughts i sometimes wish he found someone better so he wouldnt have to deal with me. i love him so much but i dont know how to love myself and i dont want it to hurt him. i hope he knows how much i love him and how much better hes made my life. i dont want to burden him with this emotional weight. i love him so much it hurts.
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
Quitting C.ai is so hard i hate my life bro.
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