today for the first time I actually felt the loneliest I ever have. I had a camp for a sport and its from 9 am to 4 pm. I knew people there but they all had friends they chose and would choose over me. I normally am a backup friend yea sure but having literally no one is something else. I ate lunch inbetween 2 friend groups (that idk) and i js ate in silence while they were talking about their grad dresses and boyfriends. I felt so out of place. I still have 5 more days and yeah sure its only the first day but this is gonna be so idek how to describe it but the worst.
other5 felt this