The feeling of being a burden….. the feeling of a 9mm being cheaper than having to hear someone act with pitty when I open up the fact I don’t wanna pay to tell anyone my issues because who tf do these people think they are to make me waste money to be so in touch with reality that I know they don’t give a shit I just know it’s to pay their bill and that’s it they have sick loved ones so why would anyone care to hear?!? And don’t get me started on opening up to my family because ima grown ass Hispanic man it’s just gonna be “toughen up you’ll be ok”