School hasn’t even started yet and I’m scared it will be too much. I’m prepared to be burned out. It’s not just the work though, I just switched friend groups to a less toxic one, and I already know I’m going to be so jealous of the old one, because it was the popular one. Don’t get me wrong, I’m so grateful to have the friends I do now, but I am such a jealous person. I care so much about what people think about me, even now, as I’m ranting, I keep wanting to go back to my previous words to add how 6 out of my 8 classes as an 8th grader are high school classes. When I go to high school, It’ll be a high school that my old friend group isn’t going to, just to be away and maybe have a fresh start. I’m counting down the days until then, one year until I’m a little less burnt out from my old friends, and my homework. I’ve just always been counting down and I hate it. Every year I count down until the summer for freedom, but school just comes again. I can’t wait for it to be over. When tho?