Something that’s come to me out of my frustration. “ If you claiming you hearing voices & have a “gift” if it’s a “gift” you’d discern whether it’s external or internal whether it’s feelings or what have you. Or it’s going to consume you & make you ruin yourself & relationships with others cause it doesn’t affect me it goes by & I pay it no mind cause what God does is has it as a warning that if it’s false it won’t happen so no need to magnify it if it’s real it will come to light in its own & that’s the safest way. Or you’ll be to blame if it’s all in your head. You won’t know what’s real from reality if you keep honing in on those voices & making them a part of your emotions. ” He didn’t bring me this far to leave me. Ebbs & flows. Victory or defeat. I have a choice. I just will not give up. I’ve come way far from almost a decade ago.