What's something about the world today that makes you feel hopeless? Something I recently have come to terms with is that thought that as much power you can feel, there can always be a downside. For example some people can feel on top of the world but I feel hopeless. Today is so sad because it’s around everyone else, TikTok, insta, snap, Reddit, literally any app. Twitter, Facebook. All feeds the same thing and yes they all play a part. The more petty I get the more I wanna just Throw away. And I realize so many things are feeding egos. I feel hopeless because everyone wants validation or friends or follows. Or an aesthetic. Or a true friend. When all I wanted after everything or everytime I got rejected by so many people, all I want is peace with myself. I’m not meant to be seen or admired by my peers. I’m meant to be the admirer. It’s sad for my child self who believed she would be so popular and pretty. But it’s hopeless. It’s one way or another