I’m tired of always feeling like I have to tone myself down. I hate this state, this town, everyone here. All failed me. I went through so much as soon as I was born for about 14 years. No one fucng cared or did anything all they did was complain WHILE I was the one suffering. I couldn’t turn away… I’m done. I’m still holding myself back, there’s so many things wasted. I basically do nothing now. I mean maybe I wanna be a fckinf stripper when I’m older but what about all my other potential? I’m just mad. Everyone thinks they know me but they don’t. They really don’t. I wish people were humble where I’m at. I always have to give attention or GIVE GIVE GIVE GIVE. DO THIS DO THAT. BLABLABLA. Like 😑👋. I’m really toning myself down I mean I really can’t be my fullness where I’m at. I hate it. I’m always sad.