Idk. 🤷♀️ I don’t think some people are fully conscious. Like when I look at some people I’m like…what are u really thinking??? Why are so so cold?? Every friend I made hurt me, every crush I had was a fail. Every idk chance I thought I had was fake. I don’t know what people want?? At this point I give up. I give up on them, on rules, on who I SHOULD be. I give up. You won. 🥇 I’m mad, I’m hurt. I’m alone, I’m lonely. I’m lustful, I’m not going to please you. I feel so many things, I’m tired of trying to belong. I never was, I just wanted a fun time. Everyone wants the same thing, to be known, to do drugs, to send n**des, to chase trends. I even like deleted insta… like that’s sad. 😔 but it’s not sad if you just stop caring. At this point if you really want me, you’ll have me. It’s not like I won’t be in public or even be watching TikTok. I’m here. Period.