i’ve felt so alone for so long i’m just trying to get pass this but whenever i’m with someone i seem to mess it up and it scares me maybe i’m always alone because i mess stuff up and nobody wants me ugh i’m so done with everything and everyone, i also seem to say all the time “i wanna go home” even if i am but i think home is not here i just want one real friend who i can TRULY talk to and love but i mess up everytime