I'll never pass for any other gender. I'll always be seen as a girl. I'll never be enough for my dad. I'll always make my mom sad. I'll never deserve my girlfriend, the kindness she shows me. All their struggles will always be worse than mine. I'll always be just overreacting. I'll never be good enough at art. I'll always be ugly, no matter what clothes I wear. I'll always cut myself. I'll always be disgusting. I'll always skip back into old habits. I'll always want to die.