i hate ALL my friends. why does NO ONE care for me when IVE always been there for them and cared for them. even my closest friends, as i always reach out for them first. they piss me OFF SO FUCKING BADLY. i get that they have their own problems. i should be thinking that way every time i feel this way, yet im still feeling this HATE towards them. i cant even fit anywhere either. i fucking hate this. i hate this so much. why the fuck am i like this. why is everyone leaving me to the dust when i try and try to get them to fit in, to vent their problems to me, etc. i hate the people in my area.
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