i hate all my friends so fucking much they always say i’m their “bsf” but their actions don’t show it. i only have one bsf n she’s the sweetest girl ever, she knows everything about me n she still stayed i love her sm i am so done being the one who tries to include evb, but when it’s me, nobody cares nobody ever cares to ask if im okay or if i wanna talk because when they do, its js some dude who’s gonna ask for my nudes after i know my friends talk shit when i’m not there but i’d never do that shit to them they love joking about my past right in my fucking face as if i don’t have feelings as well i really hope the worst for them in their life all i ever do is defend them, comfort them, do things for them when they’re scared, i sacrifice my freedom to hang out w them, n i get nothing in return im js a third wheel in this fuckass “trio”