god i don't know why but every single day i end up crying because of what goes on in my family, like both my parents and my siblings cant comprehend any other emotion but constantly being dismissive or angry, im constantly scared to talked to my parents mainly. I feel as if im being put right on a stage crying my literal eyes out half the time, just to be judged every day of my life from simple decisions to big ones. Every word i speak gets put through their ears like its a threat, or a form of attitude and it definitely isn’t. Like every sentence i speak gets translated into a huge puzzle, i just honestly wish that my family could be not bipolar for one fucking day please.