Honestly im starting to feel confused, angry, disappointed, and numb I currently feel like so much is going on in my life and everyday I distract myself from it knowing I have to actually face my problems, make this long story short, I just found out my mom can't afford this house were in and we have to move in with my uncle very shortly, I love my boyfriend I really do I love till the moon and back, but sometimes i feel like I waste his time or be mean to him when I really don't want to put anything on him because he's the best and so forgiving, sometimes I find other people attractive or they might talk to me but like as friends but im to awkward to even want to talk to people because I feel so out of place when im anywhere but home and with my mom and brother but sometimes around them I feel weird, I only have one true best friend and I hope I don't lose her, ik this just sounds like a teen complaining but really I always feel this awkward sadness ever since I was 10.