i just miss them. so so much. like i think theyre still so beautiful and handsome. i could stare at them for hours, with their gorgeous eyes and the way they dress. they even started dressing similar to my style, its adorable. i love them, yet we arent together anymore. it still feels like we are, sometimes i find myself forgetting. it sucks. alot. i wanted to marry them, imagining them in a handsome tux. god i want a life with them so badly. i hope they still feel the same, it feels like they still love me