i'm tired of feeling like a burden to everyone around me. i'm so clingy and annoying and everyone keeps telling me to "grow up" im so afraid that at the end of my life everyone is going to leave me because im so hard to be around. i feel like the annoying little cousin at thanksgiving, every day of my life; i make someone i love mad at me or i push too far and they want space. i hate space. i hate being alone, sleeping alone. i wish i had at least one singular person in my life who didn't make me feel like im the hardest person to speak to or be around. my own boyfriend doesn't even want to be around me.