I'm back again, last night I talked about my gf becoming distanced but I think this is truly just my own mental problems. I struggle with OCD which often times makes me think that my actions are wrong or may cause harm to myself or others. This also means I'm afraid of change because I cannot control or predict what will happen. Recently my gf and I have been calling less and spending less time with each other because she's busy with a hobby that takes up almost all her time, she usually comes home tired so she'll wind down and want to call and play games with her friends instead of me. this probably sounds like I'm jealous of her friends but I'm not. it's simply that for the entire first year we've been dating we called all day everyday afterschool and in the morning and now that she's been wanting to call her friends more I feel like I'm being left behind or ignored. today we called and before she went to bed she said "you look like you want to say smth" I wish I actually said it.