If I tell people about my problems I constantly think that they will use it against me, like in school what if they use it as a rumour and it spreads across the whole school?these are friends I’ve known for 7-9 years yet I still have a thought in the back of mind saying what if they betray you? It’s why I don’t really tell anyone about my health and stuff and the times I did I instantly regretted what I said and would keep on repeating that day in my head and get in a panicked frenzy. I don’t think I even fully trust my friends at all. Yet they’ve been the best and kindest people I’ve known. I really think it wouldve been best if they hadn’t met me.
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